Thirty

I'm turning thirty this year. In a few days.

I had this great idea some weeks ago about celebrating each year of my life per day in November. I started writing a list of different ways I could celebrate and gifts I wanted to receive from others or myself... ha!

As anyone caring for a small baby (human or otherwise... LOL) can understand, life took over. And here I am, 8 days into November and I can't even remember where the list IS!

It doesn't actually matter though. I am remembering to celebrate every moment of my life, all the love I share. I am loved and therefore I am blessed.

It has been a while

So, here I am again. Back from a break and I have lots to say and nothing to say.

I don't even know where to begin. Perhaps I'll figure that out soon. We'll see.

clearly

that word's been in my mind a lot lately. And I've come across it more often than usual in the last few weeks.

Clearly, though, this blog is going to be a rather sporadic affair. It seems quite lovely to write into a blog that may never be read. Interesting.

Anyway, I've been back at work after a month break. It was wonderful to visit home. It's my second week back at work. Not too bad, considering. Miss where I was though.

more wanderings

Just watched 'A home at the end of the world'. Sweet but weird.

The whole question of who it is right to love is such a saddening one. I mean, I hope to someday live in a world where that is never a concern but all can love who they love.

argh, whatever, mindwanderings are very loose today. The connections are not tight and I don't know how or why I'm going from one subject to the next.

first things first

No idea why I chose that title for this post. But here we go. It's mon night in the middle of September and it seems that this year has just flown by. I had hoped to achieve more by now and in some ways I have and in other ways I havent'. You know how that goes, right? It's a tad insane... the expectations, demands and resulting negativity - dissapointment, resentment, anger, frustration.

I want more love. More peace. More solitude. More me. I want more of me. I want more of me.

That was grounding to say. Try it.